يَٰلَيْتَهَا كَانَتِ ٱلْقَاضِيَةَ
Saheeh International(27) I wish it [i.e., my death] had been the decisive one.[1743]
English Translation - Rowwad Translation CenterWould that it [i.e., death] had been the end of me[6]!
English Translation - Hilali and Khan27. "Would that it had been my end (death)!